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The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved

Heavy Rain

As they say , Heavy rains is always meant for a gloomy day , a sad day , a day that no one could smile about . Well i think it's true . I was strolling in my old man's car hearing the old wiper making squicking sound while making a clear view for me to see the road . And as i was on my way home , i think to myself even a beat-up wiper with an irritating sound could still be useful as it gave me a clear view . But then again , one day that old trusty wiper is gonna be replaced to a brand new one . I don't know why , but to think of it makes me sad . It is like strolling in a car waiting death to come .
I cant smile or even laugh . I even off the radio because it doesn't help . As i hear every rain pour it was just sadness binding me . Why am i sad ? I am sad of love . And the Heavy Rain came to the right moment in my life . I think i am not ready to fall in love or being in love . These days what makes a relationship strong is because of money then comes love . Even how much a person loves you money does come first . Looking at me now i can just offer my love but not my wealth . I don't deserve to love ! I might as well step back look foward and go for the goal that is to live in wealth . But i gotta prove myself that i am worthy of it . It hit my head that i was actually all this while i kinda have forgotten my Creator ! It is selfish of me to go back to Him when only im in need of help . I think THIS time , I am going back for good ! I know it will not be a perfect run but i know that if i keep this , I'll be better . And who knows i will be able to love again normally . Right ? It is just a matter of time ! I can do this . I could bring sunshine and smiles back ! Just you wait !!

Meh aku cte skit pasal Friendship !

Bagi aku friendship nie bukan tmpt ko nk lepak and have sweet memory je . Ko gay ke ape nk sume bende sweet ? What makes a fucking friendship really tight is a friend is there with ur damn up and downs . Dont think u r right in everything ! Learn to sit and fucking listen ! Standard la memember gaduh tp perlu ke ko nk kutuk blakang ? Pastu ko sendiri yang bajet lonely ! Sape yang mintak ? Ko jgk ! Can't we just sit and talk ? Learn to accept ? Dulu la kn masa muda2 , aku xnk kalah beb kalau bergaduh ngan member . Tp sejak aku dah 21 ni yang bagi aku dah dianggap tua , aku dah boleh blaja nak menerima kutukan , teguran and so on . Aku buat salah gak . Kalau aku xde member2 aku rasa aku still sesat and bodoh . And kalau dah aku sorg bajet betul , member2 lain yg ramai ckp ko salah memang sumthing wrong la . Memang aku salah la tp aku je xnk mengaku . Dari aku jd a lonely faggot dok mengutuk member dari belakang baik aku pikir balik salah aku , terima yang aku salah , and move on dan jugak BERTERIMA KASIH kt member yang selama ni BERSUSAH PAYAH untuk aku and bersusah payah nak betolkan keadaan antara kita ! Now that is a fucking FRIENDSHIP ! And i will be there for u and u and also YOU for the rest of my life ok ! And if u dare to fucking spoil this friendship , u damn well know im gonna fucking blow ur balls to get u in the right track !

What is going on ?

Lately i wasn't in my best form . And i don't know why . Yes i can say that i am happy with all the upcoming events such as graduation , birthday , further studying , etc . But when I'm alone , i tend to be at my worst form . It is like I'm sad over something . As if like there is something i haven't completed it yet or sad of what is becoming of me . Why should i be sad right if everything that we planned was a success . So i figure . Night is the time where my mind starts being so negative . I would be like "Is there any hope ?" , "Is there an escape ?" , "Should i wait ?" , "Should I not turn back ?" . Questions after questions but i still don't have answers for it . What am i hoping for ? Why do I need to escape ? What do i wait for ? Is it wrong to turn back ? It keeps coming and i don't have any answers . No image running thru my mind . Nothing . Hold on , the only image that i have is that I'm standing on bridge while the heavy rain pours during nightfall . What the f*ck is that ? The answer for this is I Still Don't Know .

3rd Language

A week working at The Mines (READ Malaysia) , there were many Chinese who came . And they were talking mandarin all day long . And it somehow made me think , 'what if i learn their language ?' It seems cool acting like u don't understand but yet you do . Since Chinese are one of the largest population in Malaysia , i might as well learn their language ! And maybe Japanese and Arab would be nice . Hmmm

A week to remember

Man , seriously la . I'm freaking tired of working . Yes , i love the money . But i just can't keep up with this . After this is all over , I'm gonna quit what i am doing now and just work in the Center . Working for READ Malaysia is awesome but at the end of the day , you only have few moments to have fun before you hit the bed . So basicly i can category myself as a 'No life' type of person . For this week only , my room is in havoc . Dan dan time ni almari aku patah . Macam dodol . So , i bought a new one and i seriously have no time deciding which clothes to put in . And now my room has many stupid stuff from the kitchen . My family is using my room to clear the hall and stuff and yeah , my room is the victim la as usual . Hmm . Abaikan ! I seriously need a VACATION .

@ READ Malaysia , The Mines

Awesome games in December !

Star Wars Force Unleashed 2

When i log in to www.ign.com I saw this ! IT IS FREAKING AWESOME !!!! Man ! The first was superb . now the second has this dark environment in it . Kinda like Tim Burton's version . Haha . And does this guy look slimmer and even more badass looking ? HAHA . Freakin hell . And another game made my jaw dropped is this ! Nuff said !

God of War: Ghost of Sparta

Hectic and Rewards

I am so TIRED working ! I was sent to READ Malaysia to promo Petrosains . Guess what ! I have to work there everyday ! Gila gangbang ! HAHA . But after all the hardwork i know i am highly paid . Can't wait for that day ! Hehe . READ Malaysia ain't that happening compared to Smart Kids in PWTC . It has a sad environment . And i don't know why . But suprisingly , there has been many visitors becoming a member in Petrosains . Haha . I think , after i update all the information from the Membership sign ups i wanna go blast myself into space and enjoy my time ! I F*#king need that ! A RETREAT ! HAHAHA .

Prince of Persia - My point of view

Gabungan yang mantap antara Prince of Persia and Assassin's Creed . Dengan Princess/Io yang hot gitu . I LIKE ! HAHAHA . Quote yang aku minat adalah "We are not sacred (Kita tidak lagi suci)" and "I believe this wont be our last to meet, Princess !" HAHA . Overall it is a good movie ! 4 Stars for yah ! Go Jake Gyllenhaal(Eellenhoolay) HAHAHA

Enter the Taffman

What am i ? I'm weird ! HAHAHA . Ok let's break it down . Aku jenis yang berlawak sampai aku rasa diri aku dah macam stupid stupid cute jambu batu separa air . HAHA . But at times , kalau aku lepak sesorang dalam bilik ke ape i tend to get serious . That is where i get all my crazy ideas bout life and what to do bout it . Deep down i know i am ready to face maturity as i am well prepared for this . If u see me joking and stuff it is just the outer me . The inner me is different . I kinda have a wide range mind only when i think seriously . Yes i can give advices , motivation , suggestion , ideas or being understanding . I can help people to stand on their feet and face the harsh life ! But , i still haven't got the chance to show it . Because , i have seniors who are wiser than me . I will only help if a person has no other option and making me their last resort . I will be honored to help as much as possible . Am i getting soft now ? HAHAHA . Wattaya want from me ! HAHAHAHA . So , you may see me as a goofy person or a childish guy who has not had enough with his childhood , but if something goes wrong , i will gladly be the serious guy that u want me to be . Jap . Aku dah melalut . Aku tak paham apa aku cakap . HAHAHAHAHA . Damn you ballgazers ! HAHAHA

Taffman - In the making !

Taff . When you hear that word it makes u feel that your abs is hard rock ! HAHA What the hell ? It all began one day i kept saying that my tummy has 6 packs . Reality , not even one ! HAHA . So in my weird mind , if i say that i am Taff all the time it will somehow motivates me to get slimer and Taffer ! I hope . HAHA . And suddenly i had this wild idea of a superhero called Taffman . I even made a story out of it . Who knows if one day i'm gonna be a Director , i think i might produce this . HAHAHAHA . I love ideas ! So, for now i think i'll stick with Putra Taffman because it sounds catchy . And WOW to Fatin , she screamed Taffman so loud during VAD . Cheers to her ! One day the world knows who is Taffman ! Jeng Jeng Jeng ! HAHAHAHA
Sexy ! HAHAHAHAHA