Thursday, March 31, 2011

The Monkey , The Mother and The Apple

Love . Queen . Soul

Goodbye for now .

Whatever happens , happens !

There is a reason behind it all .

Fate has a funny way of playing games on me .

I expect nothing at all but only to one question .

Why ?

-End-

Umi

11th March 2011

She left us . She suffered too long . Her dream did came true . She said that in the dream she was not invited to my sister's wedding . She couldn't make it . The whole nikah ceremony was gloomy and wet . It shows on their faces . My dad's eyes as if it could no longer open wider . And I am trying hard to divert the sadness . I went here and there , talking to people but deep inside it is killing me . To know your own mother left u .

She is the best to everyone ! She wanted the best for everyone . That is how she lead her life all this time . We admit that without her in the house , everything is a mess ! I am still shock to know that she is gone . I could almost feel her in the house .
The way she laughs . The way she rebels . The way she cook . The way she walk . It is still fresh here in my mind .

I am actually out of ideas to even write here in this post .

p/s: I'll continue this post soon .

Friday, March 4, 2011

2011 Pelik Bagi Ku .

Hahahaha

Betul betul pelik tau . Kerja tak menentu . Tak fix . Then keluar sana sini like randomly . Staying home one whole day .

Serabut jugak kadang-kadang . But maybe this is what I'm trying to say , Live in the moment . Cakap banyak kali memang aku rasa bajet but to think of it , I'm having fun .

I am always walking an talking . Driving here and there without knowing what to expect and so far everything turned out well and easy .

I can say i am super busy with friends and work . But still i got time for my parents .
Now tambah pulak dengan perkahwinan kakak ku .

Fuuuhhh hectic yet fun :D

So conclusion , I am living it ! =D
Not to forget , I am thankful to Allah . =D