STOP RIGHT THERE

This year will be Awesome and Legend . .Wait for it . . Dary ! Hahaha

These are the lineups of events i may be joining

1. Broga part 3
2. Genting BBQ Night
3. Extreme Park Sunway Lagoon
4. Wall climbing with Muz
5. A trip to Phuket
6. Laser gun at Mid Valley
7. Paintball
8. Diving
9. Jetski
10. Redang

Like seriously . This is life man .
My passport pun dah siap .
So ? What are we waiting for ey ?
Ayuh !!!

The World Is Yours

Well , it may be for Tony Montana
But for me , I am creating my own world in my head .
It is just a matter of time for me to be in the next level in education .
And taking theater is not bad .
Right ?
Who are you to judge ?
Do you know what would you be like in 10 years ?
Are you going to succeed or the other way around ?
So stop judging people by their education level .

It is an honor to actually know someone who accepts the way you are .
You do your work and I'll do mine . Simple .

So , by holding on to theater , imagine that i could make my own world on stage .
Ain't that brilliant ? It is like a superpower where you can just magically
transform a wide stage from your mind . Fuhh

Anyhoo . To think of it , rich and educated people will buy tix to watch right ?
At the end , people with good professions ends up coming back to us .
Tapi tadi baru je kutuk kitorang ni lowlife ? Hahaha
Human without a brain . "Too bad ah" Quoted by SS . Hahaha

So , By getting these people to watch your show , doesn't that makes you their leader .

You control them ! You control how they feel . Am i right ?
So basically they are in my hands and eventually you can control the "world"

So don't ever look down on us . Without you realizing it , you want more of us !
We are as important as you guys are .
We are no different .

Eventually The World is Mine ! =D

Living In The Moment

Live the moment

This quote had been ringing in my mind for the past two weeks
But I just don't get it .
I still think about the future . Hoping here and there when actually
things are better if you just live in the present .

No worries . No headaches . No nothing .

Don't think ! Just live !

We'll never know what's going to happen to us .
Let fate do its work
The more you think of the future and the past,
The more slow you become in achieving your goals .

Be free . Enjoy . No matter for the young and old .

Don't complicate things . Just don't think .

Somebody actually put this in my mind for the past two weeks

I admit that i was in my darkest hour

But hey , she gave light to me .

I can say that she is my hero ?? Haha

But only now i know what is the real meaning

of Live The Moment .

The way i think is different now .

Que sera , sera is what i hold on to right now .

And lets see what life has in stores for us . =D

Challenges for Both

As i look at the starry night
My hopes and dreams became wider
The mind tells it all
How far you've grown

My heart beats fast
Fast for many days
To look for a falling star
To wish
But it never came

My head is heavy
Heavy with burdens
Burdens that I myself
Couldn't even figure why

Fate has spoken
To challenge it
Is my goal
To where i stumble
I couldn't care less

Don't you dare give up
I will never
Even if there is no hope
Make one
And let Sunday be my judge

To see the ill
Is not what I seek
Facing it
Is my only choice

The wind has spoken
Accepting it, I will
With every might and patience
To you i will attend

Not to others, But to you

Lost of heart and companion
Is for me to forget
But to lose a mother now
Is Not what I seek

Dear God, hear my heart
As I plead for mercy
To You i give faith
To You i am humble

Dear God,
Help her on her knees
A new dawn
For her to see

As the tree of life
Wont fall now
Let it stand strong
Is what i pray

Give her the strength
To embark her journey
Of everlasting
Happiness that she could share
To us

To see her eyes dry of tears
To see her flesh made visible
To hear her voice of true joy
Is what I pray

Dear God
Listen to my little heart
For what I seek
Is a better life

Not for me
But for her

To lose a companion
I broke
To lose Her
I would rather be in Darkness

Mother ,
Be strong
Embrace life
You will get better

You have our prayers
YOU WILL GET BETTER

I Love you, Mother

Let's overcome the obstacles
And hope that there is an end
To all our heartaches

To Allah we pray

Amin

It Brings Back Memories !

The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved

Heavy Rain

As they say , Heavy rains is always meant for a gloomy day , a sad day , a day that no one could smile about . Well i think it's true . I was strolling in my old man's car hearing the old wiper making squicking sound while making a clear view for me to see the road . And as i was on my way home , i think to myself even a beat-up wiper with an irritating sound could still be useful as it gave me a clear view . But then again , one day that old trusty wiper is gonna be replaced to a brand new one . I don't know why , but to think of it makes me sad . It is like strolling in a car waiting death to come .
I cant smile or even laugh . I even off the radio because it doesn't help . As i hear every rain pour it was just sadness binding me . Why am i sad ? I am sad of love . And the Heavy Rain came to the right moment in my life . I think i am not ready to fall in love or being in love . These days what makes a relationship strong is because of money then comes love . Even how much a person loves you money does come first . Looking at me now i can just offer my love but not my wealth . I don't deserve to love ! I might as well step back look foward and go for the goal that is to live in wealth . But i gotta prove myself that i am worthy of it . It hit my head that i was actually all this while i kinda have forgotten my Creator ! It is selfish of me to go back to Him when only im in need of help . I think THIS time , I am going back for good ! I know it will not be a perfect run but i know that if i keep this , I'll be better . And who knows i will be able to love again normally . Right ? It is just a matter of time ! I can do this . I could bring sunshine and smiles back ! Just you wait !!

Meh aku cte skit pasal Friendship !

Bagi aku friendship nie bukan tmpt ko nk lepak and have sweet memory je . Ko gay ke ape nk sume bende sweet ? What makes a fucking friendship really tight is a friend is there with ur damn up and downs . Dont think u r right in everything ! Learn to sit and fucking listen ! Standard la memember gaduh tp perlu ke ko nk kutuk blakang ? Pastu ko sendiri yang bajet lonely ! Sape yang mintak ? Ko jgk ! Can't we just sit and talk ? Learn to accept ? Dulu la kn masa muda2 , aku xnk kalah beb kalau bergaduh ngan member . Tp sejak aku dah 21 ni yang bagi aku dah dianggap tua , aku dah boleh blaja nak menerima kutukan , teguran and so on . Aku buat salah gak . Kalau aku xde member2 aku rasa aku still sesat and bodoh . And kalau dah aku sorg bajet betul , member2 lain yg ramai ckp ko salah memang sumthing wrong la . Memang aku salah la tp aku je xnk mengaku . Dari aku jd a lonely faggot dok mengutuk member dari belakang baik aku pikir balik salah aku , terima yang aku salah , and move on dan jugak BERTERIMA KASIH kt member yang selama ni BERSUSAH PAYAH untuk aku and bersusah payah nak betolkan keadaan antara kita ! Now that is a fucking FRIENDSHIP ! And i will be there for u and u and also YOU for the rest of my life ok ! And if u dare to fucking spoil this friendship , u damn well know im gonna fucking blow ur balls to get u in the right track !